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I adopted a cute lil' death fetus to train in black arts and soul harvesting.


The WeatherPixie
use me/abuse me
11.14.04 (12:28 pm)   [edit]





I feel the rise and fall of your chest against my back.

Your arms around me pulling our bodies together.

Sighs escape my lips with each breath felt against my neck,

Strong strain of your arousal pushing towards my inner thigh

an ardent reminder you are Yin to my dark Yang

I drip liquid flames of desire for you.

Fervently aching for your velocity to consume me once more.

yet our bodies lay spent, naked and entagled

still enraptured by our unrelenting hunger for eachother.

Drunk from lust, quixotic caresses from your powerful hands,

all over my yeilding flesh, i respond to you without will or force,

you play me skillfully as your quivering shrieking guitar.

with each whisper of your fingers, my back arches, and mouth goes wondering, all

over your strange carrion, while your own mouth lingers toward its fountain to

drink me in, pinning my pale starving figure down to drink deeper until i am

screaming once more as your own dirty whore,

begging you for my reward and your release.

I fear i could never let you go.



 
purity, lol yeah right
11.07.04 (11:29 pm)   [edit]


Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Self-Lovin'3.3%
I wouldn't shake hands, if I were you
65.1%
Shamelessness14.3%
For Christ's sake, put your clothes on!
79.3%
Sex Drive 18.4%
Humps fire hydrants when nobody's looking
77.7%
Straightness10.9%
Knows the other body type like a map
44.7%
Gayness 0.6%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame
83.7%
Fucking Sick20.4%
The pets are nervous
90%
You are 10.74% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
Image Hosted by ImageShack.usYou represent... insanity.
You represent... insanity.You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizillaex v
You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
 
orbus potentus
11.03.04 (4:59 pm)   [edit]
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You Know You're Addicted to Coding When...
11.03.04 (4:36 pm)   [edit]
YOU KNOW YOURE ADDICTED TO CODE WHEN...


Triple espresso's start tasting bland

You have nightmares about COBOL and ADA.

You have good dreams about multiple inheritance, factories, and compilers that support partial template specialization.

Instead of using MS Word, you type your essay for school in HTML using NotePad.

You can multiply a 32 bit binary number by a 6 digit hexadecimal number in your head.

You laugh at movies that show programmers at work.

You walk outside and wonder why the sun doesn't make a lens-flare in your eye....

You get withdrawal symptoms if you're away from a computer for more than 3 hours

(Lines_of_Code) / (Hours_of_Sleep) < (Number_of_Energy_Drinks_Consumed)>

Every time you look at your clock, you see a power of 2 (6:40, 1:28, 2:56, 5:12, 10:24)

You're pressing CTRL+S every 5 minutes, in every application..

You end each line you type with ";", even plain english ones;

You code your own support software for the digital camera you just bought

When your significant other mentions having kids you lecture her on the disadvantages of multiple inheritance.

MSVC opens on startup.

Whenever somebody asks you to do something, you try to think of a way to write a program that would help you.

You have 2 bookshelves filled with programming books in your room... because the 5 shelves in the living room are full.

You know the following sequence by heart: 1 2 4 8 16 32 64 128 256 512 1024 2048 4096 8192 16384 32768 65536 131072

You read The Tao of Programming...and relate.

You need an intercom for downstairs to tell your parents / girlfriend / wife / whatever to get you more JOLT.

[u]When you take a break from programming, and program.[/u]

When you can say with a great level of confidance that you have written more lines of code than english.

You wake up in the middle of the night with the solution to your coding problem.

Your 4 year old son has seen you login and out of Windows and Linux so much that he can do it himself.

You are the only one who knows what the difference is between a coder and a programmer.

You have more groceries inside your keyboard than in your fridge.

You have a toothbrush next to your monitor.

You watch a tv sitcom and think "I could write an algorithm that writes the scripts for these things"

You sit stuck at traffic lights and work out a more efficient algorithm for them, based on road orientation, sensor placement, time of year, time of day, weather and local sporting events, in your head.

The people you respect most you have never physically seen or spoken to, but you always bow to their knowledge.

Your family informs you than you should go and make some more friends ...so you start coding AI routines.

You consider 'drinking caffeine' and 'sleeping' to be synonyms.

You can write 'Pong' in any language for any OS (or even NO OS) in under 4 minutes.

You get drunkhighotherwise intoxicated just for a different coding experience.

You think of sex as an algorithm.

Sunshine genuinely hurts your eyes.

You actually feel like crap from getting 8 hours of sleep, that just so unnatural


You can't help but squeeze math and research topics in while sweet-talking to a girl.

You have a "hacker's manicure" (i.e. huge calluses on all your fingers)

When you die you want "Hello world" carved into your headstone

You keep old computers around and boot them up every once in awhile for the nostalgia.

You would like to have an Aibo to see if you can run Linux on it.

Your mother phoned you to see if you were still alive, and you responded "ping".

You look at your old code and cringe

You got a D in Computer Programming class because you where coding a plasma effect instead of a "Hello World!" program

You read books on quantum physics and time-travel to relax.

When someone asks you your favorite color, you give the RGB code in binary.

No one else can ever use your computer, as it is tweaked so much only you know how to use it.

The first time you use another person's computer it takes you less than 30 seconds to completely disable all useless programs from running at boot and uninstalling all the ad-ware the fools had on the system.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to others.*for those who do get it, tag/shout a msg, comment, pm, etc. plz, would be gr8ly appreciated,*perhaps rewarded :wink: NEED assurance i am not the last one out there, who has not yet drown in fnord :cry:
 
ache, long and sharp
11.02.04 (9:52 pm)   [edit]
Argent pearls inset my eyes as my face pointed to the skies,
I hissed in strobed light between thighs of sluts, I'd snap, she'd parayze
And savour her blood on tounge and teeth,
Her death laid bare and no one weeped

[Now knife blades gleem through virgin screams]

She screamed from torn flesh down below
Her body limp swung to and fro
With every bash I dared to throw
To this a dying lovers art of broken mind and diseased heart...

(ii)

And I unthroned bore fists of rage
My mind alone wandered the grave
And to the most unholy shades
Drew my gaze: depraved

[In cold black skies where Angels cried]
She came to Him in Pearl and Midnight

Beneath a cindered Heaven spun
From Gehenna to Eden won
Of lustward spurts and carnal tounges

Come thorny Autumns lovesick rush
Reaping red those paved in wait
Her sultry limbs My dead-lift syndrome

Lips to slumber sunsets rare
Kissing death in snow laid graves there

..The sweet demented sin

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FIRST AND FOREMOST-- 1st poem, 1st recomendations, 1st amazing links of blog MORE TO COME
11.02.04 (5:49 pm)   [edit]
Unique in savor was my previous night,
My passions never kissed such fiery height.

A fairy blinked and captured my senses,
We smoothly crossed all forbidden fences.

Her body's essence flamed the entire air,
Burning I was in her glowing glare.

Spark with spark, fire with fire,
Boiling emotions flamed atmosphere entire.

Drowning we were for ecstasy's survival,
Staggering I'm with those moments' revival.

Morn though made that night past,
The glee it bestowed 'll ever last.

It'll electrify my feelings every night,
A dream has turned my instants so bright.
~~p.psyabsinthe, salaciousmuse

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The following List of 'neuroticcally yours' flash comics Brought To You By,
~ Akina ~

Episode List

Neurotically Yours: Episode # 001: Distractions
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 002: Pen Of Doom
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 003: Shower Of Terror
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 004: Cemetery Flakes
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 005: Foamy Thoughts
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 006: Squirrel Talk
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 007: Coffee Stop
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 008: Almsot Serious Suicide
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 009: A Postal Event
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 010: Club Advice
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 011: The Lollipop
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 012: A Musical View
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 013: Foamy Fan Mail
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 014: Hypnotic Foamy
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 015: 5 More Minutes
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 016: Form Letter
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 017: A Poetic Meal
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 018: Foamy Fan Mail 2
(Postage Due)
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 019: Gas-E-Pop
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 020: The Wallet
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 021: Meditational Melee
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 022: Super-Mystery Cult
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 023: Foamy's Rant
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 024: Las Vegas
Metal Fest 2003 Promo
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 025: Open-Mic Night
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 026: Foamy Fan Mail 3
(Return To Sender)
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 027: Nuts To You
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 028: Spell-A-Casters
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 029: Secret Admirer
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 030: Elf Dreams
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 031: Free Your Mind
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 032: Foamy's Rant 2
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 033: Non-Holiday Special
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 034: Foamy's Card Cult
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 035: Suggestion Box
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 036: Squirrel Banter
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 037: Small, Medium, Large
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 038: Foamy Fan Mail 4
(Burn, Baby, Burn)"
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 039: Dating Advice
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 040: The Owner
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 041: Sitcom Stilliness
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 042: First Meeting Of The Card Cult
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 043: Fat-Kins Diet
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 044: Card Cult Update
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 045: Foamy's Rant 3
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 046: Eye Stigmata
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 047: Foamy Fan Mail 5 (Ashes To Ashes)
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 048: Creative Issues
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 049: Hospital Stay
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 050: Kavorkian Scarf
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 051: Do's & Don'ts
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 052: Squirrel Songs
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 053: A-KON Special:
Rules For The Masses
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 054: Cloud Talk
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 055: Coffee-House Propaganda
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 056: Beginner's Guide To Being A Bitch-Hermit
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 057: Tech-Support
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 058: Foamy Fan Mail 6
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 059: The Jiggly Butt
Neurotically Yours: Episode # 060: Amityville Toaster

Maid of Horror
Inuendo Stare Down
Neurotically Yours: Slice of Life

 

moon phase